Why the fuck does this shit happen to me! fuck.
08.24.11 ♥ 0
Why the fuck does this shit happen to me! fuck.
You can’t expect to have a good future with a girl unless you know anything about her history. Oftentimes, relationships start randomly or too quickly and it sucks because in the end secrets come out and just blah. Everything breaks down all because you didn’t take the time to get to know the person first.
My life isn’t they way I would like, but I can’t complain because every day is something different. But out of everything in this world the one thing that gets me down is that fact that it will all come to a end one day and knowing the people you like/love its almost certain they will share the same fate. it hurts to lose the friends you thought you would still keep in touch with for ever but in saying that if you want them in your life you will fight to keep that friend ship. 19 years of my life have been filled with heart break, sorrow, deception, lies, love, fun (alot of it :L) and the only thing I can take from this is experience and friends now and then that I’ll NEVER forget. The only people I really care about now days is my beat mate, family, friends and the two of the most beautiful girls I feel privileged to meet, I’d do anything for these two any time anywhere wouldn’t matter. And finally to the “one” I cannot see myself getting over. You run thru my mind all the god damn time and what’s worse is you said that we would never be anything but I knew for a fact that we would have been something regrettably we don’t talk anymore nor see each other but everytime I see some one tht I think is you my heart drops and I’ll walk the other way so I guess I’ll never know f it was or not. Anyway peeps moral of the story life isn’t about money or how many people you sleep with but finding that one person you have ever lasting love for. So men treat your women with respect and love them to the fullest cause EVERY girl deserves to be treated with the up most respect.
Sincerely
Joey (:
Not knowing what to do, in this position im stuck like glue. We once had it but we lost it just as quick, in my mind I think that you think about me but as the realization sets in and the tears roll your like the devil taking my soul. You’ve taken something of mine I’d like it back or we could share my love for you no one can compare. XD :L
Can you even still feel a connection Can you see my smile fade You used to be my perfection Now I am just something you made
Our intimacy is gone No recognizing how we used to be I am now just a mere pawn Playing your mad love game until I can be free
I do not know how we got this way I don’t know how I came to fear I am afraid to go, afraid to stay Afraid you will harm all I hold dear
I can not give up on this so called love I can only sit and cry For when I try and leave, you only yell and shove If I try to leave you, you shove until I die
So I sit and cry and wait for the end to near I weep and I break and I bubble with hate All the while one thing is clear You monster, you are not my soul mate
F*CK NORMALITY #
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